AGENT Electra:- WHO ARE YOU...?? :X :) :( :P :)

Human I am; OR am I alien?:)
Where do I stay; Where from I am? :(

Am I a fake; OR the world is fake?:)
If the world is real; then I am a fake !:(

With crystal clear words I speak a lot;:)
With unrealistic words I speak a lot.:(

Surprising I am, OR am I surprised?:)
with no respect in this world, I am praised :(

With creative mind I feel a lot ! :)
With joyful heart I think a lot ! :(

Plenty of friends with plenty of happiness; :)
In this world I am alone, left with my sadness. :(

With racing thoughts and pressured speech I am crying ! :)
With blank mind and lost heart I am laughing ! :(

Alone I am like this; OR everyone accompany me ? :)
Destructed at a PERSONALITY'S BORDERLINE, its me and just me. :(

With no mind and no heart, how do I live ? :(
I am dead: with a sharp mind and joyous heart I survive !! :)

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NOTE:- Any Psycho out there, then here is a Psychiatrist...!! :P